...Just thinking to myself on how one person can mean so much to you once upon time and now its like BLAH!! I never thought I can be feel so free not being attached to someone with my heart. Back then I didn't put my heart first now I understand the importance of my heart. My heart is my everything its guarded because I refuse to allow it be used and abused for a temporary moment. I need more than I wish.. and What if.. I deserve better and I will get it just not when I want it but when GOD see fit to when the time is right. WOW! I came a long way too many heartaches, too many disappointments, and too many "I don't knows" it feels to good to be in control of your own feelings again. I have no regrets of the past; the past is what made me who I am today. Behind the scars and the past pain.. Beauty lives and she will never fade away! I came too far to allow the past experiences to become a current experience. I learned from it and now I am moving on to something greater my purpose. The desires of my heart will manifest patiently I await but in the meantime I am gonna just live my life...
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