The past is just the past......

...Just thinking to myself on how one person can mean so much to you once upon time and now its like BLAH!! I never thought I can be feel so free not being attached to someone with my heart. Back then I didn't put my heart first now I understand the importance of my heart. My heart is my everything its guarded because I refuse to allow it be used and abused for a temporary moment. I need more than I wish.. and What if.. I deserve better and I will get it just not when I want it but when GOD see fit to when the time is right. WOW! I came a long way too many heartaches, too many disappointments, and too many "I don't knows" it feels to good to be in control of your own feelings again. I have no regrets of the past; the past is what made me who I am today. Behind the scars and the past pain.. Beauty lives and she will never fade away! I came too far to allow the past experiences to become a current experience. I learned from it and now I am moving on to something greater my purpose. The desires of my heart will manifest patiently I await but in the meantime I am gonna just live my life...

....Joshua Aaron Huiel...

My Sweet baby nephrew that I never got a chance to meet but I know there is a God that makes no mistakes. I know you are in a better place in our father's hands. You are gone but not forgotten there will be a spot in our hearts that will never be replaced.. On this day you will be forever missed as your perfect body was laid to rest; your spirit is now a heavenly angel that joined the rest to watch over us forevermore ...~~In the loving memory of JAH~~

~New Beginning~

On May 21, 2010 I decided to create this blog. It was time for me to share my thoughts, my wisdom, and my stories. I have nothing to hide only have things to share because I am an open book. On this blog I will be sharing it all so if you didnt know me you soon will because I will be revealing my side of the story. My perception is important to me because its what I see its my opinion its all what I know to have because its coming from my eyes. This is indeed personal to me. I wont fake it nor sugar coated it.So if you have a judgemental mindset, I advise you think twice before following me.